The 300 mark

I've made 300 paper cranes now. That first 300-sheet pack of origami paper is gone. A large plastic shopping bag is full of the fruits of my labor. I'm nearly one-third of the way to my goal.

And today I lost my temper over some silly, small thing. Yelled not at my child, but in her presence. She got silent, as she always does. I felt guilty and sick at heart.

Makes me wonder why I'm even doing this.